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Learning to love again

Post by Saiyo*Ishida on Fri Jun 17, 2016 8:06 am

This is going to be a fanfic I channel my real emotions from the hurt I have felt from the man I loved and had children with. It will be my outlet so I can finally free myself from the prison my heart was locked away in.


The female lead won't have children or been married but she will have similar heartbreak like I endured.


Lets get the show on the road! Fist pump!

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Shattered Memories
A memory long fogoton, fading into the past.
How the heart longs, but the memories never last.
A broken heart,shatted dreams,
forgoton memories these are the painful things.
A heart that pleas with shattered dreams for the lost memories.
A memory faded away never to be remembered from
those painful days.
Lost in darkness from the painful forgoton dreams
along with my shattered memories.
The loveliness of dreams but now there just shattered memories.
"SAIYO ISHIDA"
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Re: Learning to love again

Post by Saiyo*Ishida on Fri Jun 17, 2016 8:59 am

'Here I am again, crying alone. I feel abandoned, unworthy of love. Why do I allow him to hurt me when he only repays my love with betrayal, hurt and lies? Why am I not good enough to be loved? Why can't I be the only women he loves. I want to disappear, never look back. Forgetting the love I have for him? I need to get away from him. Live some where else. I need to move on with my life without him but where should I should I move to Suna ot hidden leaf village?' A girl with long black hair and piercing green eyes thought to herself pulling herself to her feet.

She removes two big duffle bags from the closet, she quickly puts all her belongings she could fit into the two bags. Then she quickly writes a letter the mam she loved.

The letter

Dear Ryuzaki,
By the time you read this I will be long gone. I can't wait around for the day when I am the only women you love with your whole heart. I was living a fools dream to ever believe you would love only me one day. I have to move on with my life before this pain distroys who I am. I hope one day, you can open your heart to someone giving them every peice of your heart too. You were my first love but I can see now you were never mine to love. Don't come looking for because I just need to be by myself away from you.

Goodbye Ryuzaki....

Love your ex girlfriend

End of letter

She grabs her bags flinging the bags over her shoulder deciding to move to the Suna village. She takes one last time to look around before walking out of her old home to her new life, her fresh start.


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Shattered Memories
A memory long fogoton, fading into the past.
How the heart longs, but the memories never last.
A broken heart,shatted dreams,
forgoton memories these are the painful things.
A heart that pleas with shattered dreams for the lost memories.
A memory faded away never to be remembered from
those painful days.
Lost in darkness from the painful forgoton dreams
along with my shattered memories.
The loveliness of dreams but now there just shattered memories.
"SAIYO ISHIDA"
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Re: Learning to love again

Post by Saiyo*Ishida on Fri Jun 17, 2016 2:12 pm

She wipes the sweat from her brow as she finally reached her destination. She is stopped by two Ninjas guarding the big gates to the hidden sand village. One of the guards holding a clipboard in one hand steps in front of her drawing a Kuni out with the other hand pointing it towards her. "Who are you? State your business!" The guard demanded.

She sighs looking at the guard like you got to be kidding me written on her face. "My name is Atsuko Taskahashi. Temari is expecting me." She said in annoyed tone adjusting the heavy bags on her shoulders while the guard scans the list on the clipboard. A sigh excapes his lips putting his kuni away. "You may enter... Open the gates!"

"Thats what I thought.." she mumbles to herself passing the guards through the gates.

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Shattered Memories
A memory long fogoton, fading into the past.
How the heart longs, but the memories never last.
A broken heart,shatted dreams,
forgoton memories these are the painful things.
A heart that pleas with shattered dreams for the lost memories.
A memory faded away never to be remembered from
those painful days.
Lost in darkness from the painful forgoton dreams
along with my shattered memories.
The loveliness of dreams but now there just shattered memories.
"SAIYO ISHIDA"
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Re: Learning to love again

Post by Saiyo*Ishida on Fri Jun 17, 2016 2:41 pm

She walks through the village stopping in front of a huge building. She knocks on th door as she felt dizzy from the long journey. A female voice could be heard behind the door yelling. "Hold your horse! Kankuro I told you to put that puppet away when you are at the dinner table!"

The door flys open and a girl with blonde hair with a headband across her forehead standing in the doorway "Arsuko, you look like shit!" The blonde girl stated.



"Temari, jez is that anyway to geet your best friend? You could have said hi I haven't seen you in anlong time not telling me I look horrible." Atsuko sweat dropped but shortly after the normal greetig between the two girls, Atsuko's vision becomes blurry while her body feels heavy, the bags slip from her hands hitting the ground followed by her body smacking against the ground unconscious.


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Shattered Memories
A memory long fogoton, fading into the past.
How the heart longs, but the memories never last.
A broken heart,shatted dreams,
forgoton memories these are the painful things.
A heart that pleas with shattered dreams for the lost memories.
A memory faded away never to be remembered from
those painful days.
Lost in darkness from the painful forgoton dreams
along with my shattered memories.
The loveliness of dreams but now there just shattered memories.
"SAIYO ISHIDA"
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Re: Learning to love again

Post by Saiyo*Ishida on Fri Jun 17, 2016 6:54 pm

"Kankuro get your butt out here! Atsuko is here and she just fainted!" Temari said as she kneeled down to check for Atsuko's vitals. "She is breathing but she has a fever."

Meanwhile a tall guy wear a hat with cat ears, purple face paint on his face, runs over to the front door. "What? Atsuko?" He said as he scooped Atsuko's limp body in his arms carrying her inside followed by Temari in toe behind him.



"Kankuro lay her on the sofa." Temari exclaimed while removing a couple items off the couch.

Kankuro gently lays Atsuko on the sofa while Temari places a pillow under Atsuko's head.

"What should we do? She doesn't look to hot." Kankuro asked his sister Temari with a worried expression on his face.

"Go get the doctor, Kankuro!" Temari grows more worried looking at Atsuko's skin becoming palehile her face is read from a high fever.

"I won't be long." Kankuro said as he quickly leaves to retrieve the village doctor.


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Shattered Memories
A memory long fogoton, fading into the past.
How the heart longs, but the memories never last.
A broken heart,shatted dreams,
forgoton memories these are the painful things.
A heart that pleas with shattered dreams for the lost memories.
A memory faded away never to be remembered from
those painful days.
Lost in darkness from the painful forgoton dreams
along with my shattered memories.
The loveliness of dreams but now there just shattered memories.
"SAIYO ISHIDA"
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Re: Learning to love again

Post by Saiyo*Ishida on Fri Jun 17, 2016 7:16 pm

A young man around the same age as Atsuko walks in through the front door. He has short red hair and the kanji symbol for love on the left side of his forehead wearing the Kazekage robe. He looks at his sisters face then he notices Atsuko laying unconscious on the couch, he walks over to the sofa silently. He reaches his hand out pushing Atsuko's bangs out of her face touching her forehead.



"What happened? He asked Temari trying not to show he is concerned for his childhood friend.

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Shattered Memories
A memory long fogoton, fading into the past.
How the heart longs, but the memories never last.
A broken heart,shatted dreams,
forgoton memories these are the painful things.
A heart that pleas with shattered dreams for the lost memories.
A memory faded away never to be remembered from
those painful days.
Lost in darkness from the painful forgoton dreams
along with my shattered memories.
The loveliness of dreams but now there just shattered memories.
"SAIYO ISHIDA"
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Re: Learning to love again

Post by Saiyo*Ishida on Sat Jun 18, 2016 4:23 pm

"She fainted in the middle of our conversation. I sent Kankuro to get the village doctor. He should be back any minute." Temari said with concern in her voice to her brother Gaara.

Gaara looks down to Atuko's face, he sees two tears slowly slide down her cheeks. He removes his hand from her forehead wiping away the tears. He pulls his hand back once he hear Kankuro walk in with the doctor.

The doctor walks over to the couch, looks down at Atsuko. "Is this the patience?"



"Yes... I think she has a high fever." Temari answers the doctor.

"Alright." The doctor examines Atuso throughly.

"Hey doc, whats wrong with her?" Kankuro asked crossing his arms.

"She has a fever of 102 and by judging from the dark circles under her eyes it is from lack of sleep, her body is exhausted and needs rest. A couple days of bedrest, fluids and medicine she will be back to her old self." The doctor said as he opened his medical bag removong a bottle of medicine, holding it out to Temari. "Take this and give her this medicine 3 times a day. Call me if things get worse or don't change." He said handing the medicine to Temari before leaving.

_________________
Shattered Memories
A memory long fogoton, fading into the past.
How the heart longs, but the memories never last.
A broken heart,shatted dreams,
forgoton memories these are the painful things.
A heart that pleas with shattered dreams for the lost memories.
A memory faded away never to be remembered from
those painful days.
Lost in darkness from the painful forgoton dreams
along with my shattered memories.
The loveliness of dreams but now there just shattered memories.
"SAIYO ISHIDA"
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Re: Learning to love again

Post by Saiyo*Ishida on Sun Jun 19, 2016 5:12 pm

Atsuko starts to stir from her unconscious state. Her eyelids slowly flutter open, she sees Gaara infront of her. "Gaara?" She said in a weak voice confused about what had happened. The last thing she remembers is talking with Temari then nothing after that.

Atsuko tries to siting up but a sharp pain makes her ead throb causes her head to fall back on the pillow. She lets a groan out feeling feverish.

"Don't get up, idiot!" Kankuro said as Temari places a cold wash cloth on her forehead.

"Stay still you have a fever. Rest now, we will take care of everything." Temari said strocking Atsuko's hair comforting her.

"......Okay" Atuko said before she falls to sleep.



_________________
Shattered Memories
A memory long fogoton, fading into the past.
How the heart longs, but the memories never last.
A broken heart,shatted dreams,
forgoton memories these are the painful things.
A heart that pleas with shattered dreams for the lost memories.
A memory faded away never to be remembered from
those painful days.
Lost in darkness from the painful forgoton dreams
along with my shattered memories.
The loveliness of dreams but now there just shattered memories.
"SAIYO ISHIDA"
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