Naruto camp!!!!!!YAY!!!!

[kari]*sits up and kisses him passionatly on the lips and lays back down under the blankets facing the wall*i already do accept that u still love her...i just dont want 2 get hurt or feel like im just a replacement that can b traded in wen u get bored.and i dont want 2 feel happy about some 1s death cuz it means i got 2 go out with u becuz thats a horible thing 2 b happy about and i would feel like a horible person 4 feeling that way about her death.and that if she hadnt died i would b alone 4 the rest of my life so i should b feel happy that she died in that car accident...i...i dont want 2 b a person like that...but i no if she was still alive we wouldnt have had as much funs as we do and we probably wouldnt even talk much...i...i just d...dont wanna get hurt...thats all...*feels hot liqud running down her cheeks*wow...i didnt think i could cry anymore...*still facing the wall and closes eyes 2 try 2 escape the feeling of bing weak and cring*

[me]O.o...

listen to this song as you read this


kyosuke:...there is something I want you to know that no one knows a few weeks before she died we had the converstation about if one of us died and I realy didn't want to talk about it but she kept insisting me to talk about it and she made me promise if something happen to one of us that we will go on with our life and love again..*tears fill his eyes and start to trickle down*..she even said she would be watching over me and she would send a girl to me while she watching over me that will love me as =muchs as she does..kari.. I beleave we had that converstation because it was like she knew something bad would happen to her and she wanted me to know it was ok for me to love again and I beleave she lead me to you...that you are the girl that can love as much as she did...I bleave she picked you and I bleave you are the one kari...when I;m with you I feel alive again..you make my broken heart beat again,,it stoped they day I lost her but you gave my heart a reason to beat again...*more tears fall down his face*....I want you to know that she picked you for me and maybe she knew that she can only love me for a short time and she didn't want to leave a huge hole in my heart so she picked you to be the one to fill that hole in my heart...two people in my life only have made my heart truly beat the girl I love that I lost and you....I don't want to see you hurt anymore and I will do what ever it takes to show you I won't hurt you...*more tears fall*.......

gaara:.........o,0

naruto:.........o,0

shikamaru:.........o,0

lee:.........o,0

kai, kiba, shino, sasuke:*holds thier girls friends because they are geting jumpy*..:.........o,0

kankuro:.........o,0

rain:.........o,0

temari:.........o,0

hinata:.........o,0

me::.........o,0

[kari]*laying down under the blankets facing the wall*thank u kyosuke.i no i can trust u but im scared 2 try...i dont think i can fill that hole 4 u...im not good enough 2 help u...i cant even help myself...i wish i could but i dont think i can...and i've been convinced on more then 1 occaion that im not worth anything and noth worthy of love...and i've been told this so ,uch i belive it...*still facing the wall and closes eyes 2 try 2 escape the feeling of bing weak and cring as more hot tears roll down her cheeks*

[me]O.o...

kyosuke:...*more tears fall as he hears kari say she is not good eough for him*...kari I need you to look at me...you are enough and to those people that told you that you ani't worty of anything in this world is the one that arin't worthy of knowing you...if I died at this very moment I would be honored to die knowing you.....your so amzing and you don't even know how amazing you realy are....I don't want to hear you ani't worthy in this world becasue you are kari....it hurts me that I can't help you and you already have been filling my heart you just havent known it.....I want you to know I'm not the worthy one.....I can see the real you your behinde all the pain and hurt you have fealt thats screaming and and calling out for someone to help you out of the darkness....I'm here I wiill help you out of the darkness that fillls your heart even if I have to go to the ends of the earth to pull you out of the darkness.....I want you to know I will always be standing there holding out my hand to pull you out of the darkness and I'm waiting to wrap you in my arms to show its not weak t cry and to feel...I will stand over the darkness waiting for you even if I have to wait etrinty to pull you out.....*more tears trickle down his face*

gaara:.........o,0

naruto:.........o,0

shikamaru:.........o,0

lee:.........o,0

kai, kiba, shino, sasuke:*holds thier girls friends because they are geting jumpy*..:.........o,0

kankuro:.........o,0

rain:.........o,0

temari:.........o,0

hinata:.........o,0

me::.........o,0

[kari]*laying down under the blankets and turns facing him*thank u but im not.and dont talk about if u died cuz i dont want 2 think about it.and ur wrong..im not amazing and in not worthy.iv been told things like 'ur worthless,ull never worth anything' 'all ur good 4 is laying on ur back' 'ur useless' 'ull never b more then a sluty whore' 'if u died the only thing that would change is i couldnt rape u wenever i want cuz u'd b nothing but bone soon' and 'ur never gonna b able 2 love some1 or have some1 love u cuz ur such a slut'...i grew up hearing all this and if u hear something enough times wen ur young u start 2 belive it...and sadly i do...* turns back facing the wall and closes eyes 2 try 2 escape the feeling of bing weak and cring as more hot tears roll down her cheeks*

[me]O.o...

kyosuke:...*tears stream down his face*...you can never be any of those things to me kari....please beleave me kari you are deserving and if I have to I will keep on saying to you beleave you are wothy of love and to be loved...I won't stop sayong it to you kari....I will continue to stand over the darkness waiting for you....I won't go away even if you push me kari becasue I know you feel something for me too....*tears stream down faster*.....


gaara:.........o,0

naruto:.........o,0

shikamaru:.........o,0

lee:.........o,0

kai, kiba, shino, sasuke:*holds thier girls friends because they are geting jumpy*..:.........o,0

kankuro:.........o,0

rain:.........o,0

temari:.........o,0

hinata:.........o,0

me::.........o,0

[kari]*laying down under the blankets facing the wall*but y?im not worth the effert.i can never do anything right but music..im just not worth it and i no i never will b.yes i feel something 4 u 2 but im not worth it and if u stand in the darkness waiting 4 me u could miss out on falling in love with some1 who wont make u wait 4 her in the darkness like i m..u dont need 2 wait in the darkness 4 me cuz im not worth anything*still facing the wall and closes eyes 2 try 2 escape the feeling of bing weak and cring as more hot tears roll down her cheeks*

[me]O.o...

kyosuke:...*tears stream down his face*...I won't leave you in the darkness kari....I need for you to fight the darkness and not to give in becasue I'm reaching for you.....I need for you to take my hand so I can pull you out.......I know we are ment for eachother kari...*tears pour down his cheeks*....I want you to to continue to fight the darkness and you must fight those words and say to them..its not true and it will never be true....kari we have alot of friends that faced horroably things in thier lives and two people we know fight every day the words that was said to them...sam and saiyo were called monster and they fight against it while the ones that love them stand over the darkness and pull them out of it every time they are surrounded in darkness.......I wll stand here forever and I won't leave you...I refuse to leave you there.....if I have to I will run in the darkness to find you......

gaara:.........o,0

naruto:.........o,0

shikamaru:.........o,0

lee:.........o,0

kai, kiba, shino, sasuke:*holds thier girls friends because they are geting jumpy*..:.........o,0

kankuro:.........o,0

rain:.........o,0

temari:.........o,0

hinata:.........o,0

me::.........o,0

[kari]*laying down under the blankets facing the wall*but y?y would u do all that 4 me kyosuke?i havent done anything 4 u and i no i wont b able 2 so y wouldu do all that 4 me?*still facing the wall and closes eyes 2 try 2 escape the feeling of bing weak and cring as more hot tears roll down her cheeks faster*

[me]O.o...

kyosuke:...*tears stream down his face*.....you have done something for me...you made my heart beat again and made me feel again.....the reason I'm doing this is because I'm falling in love with you kari and I won't let you stay surrounded in darkness....I want you to look at me and hold out your hand for me......I want to show you something....

[kari]*laying down under the blankets and turns facing him and holds out her hand like he asked*...ok...

[me]O.o...

Kyosuke:*places his hand in kari’s and pulls her close to him and rest his chin on her shoulder and wraps his arms around her holding her in an embrace and whispers softly in her ear as tears roll down his cheeks fallen onto her shoulders*……I got you and I won’t let you go…fight the darkness…I’m right here in the darkness with you…I will never let you go and I will continue to fight the darkness that surrounds your heart to pull you out….I won’t leave you….I will fight forever for your heart that’s hidden in the darkness and bring you to the light…..I have you kari and I won’t let you go……

[kari]*hugs back*t...thank u kyosuke...*closes eyes 2 try 2 escape the feeling of bing weak and cring as more hot tears roll down her cheeks faster*n..now its ur turn..close ur eyes i want 2 show u something..

Kyosuke:...ok kari..*slowly closes his eyes as tears trickle down his face*

[kari]*holds his face and moves into kiss him**kisses him passionatly and wraps her arms around his neck 2 deepen the kiss*

Kyosuke:.*opens his eyes in shock and tears trickle down his eyes as he kisses back passionatly and slowly closes his eyes as more tears roll down his face and he wraps his arms around her waist and kisses with more passion and with the feeling in his heart for kari*

[kari]*smiles into the kiss as hot tears roll down her cheeks and onto his shirt and kisses back with more passion then b4 2 tell him shes falling in love with him 2*

Kyosuke:.*kisses back with all the feeling in his heart for kari and holds her closer to him to say she is worthy of love and he will love her even when she feels like she can't love and he will love enough love for the both of them*

[kari]*smiles into the kiss as hot tears roll down her cheeks and onto his shirt and kisses back with more passion and feeling in the kiss moves closer 2 him 2 show she doesnt want 2 b in the darkness anymare and wants 2 b with him out in the light*

Kyosuke:.*kisses back with all the feeling in his heart for kari and holds her closer to him to say he is pulling her out of the darkness and into the light and he will continue to hold her in the light forever*

[kari]*smiles into the kiss as hot tears roll down her cheeks and onto his shirt and kisses back with more passion and feeling in the kiss moves closer 2 him and pushs him down and lays on top of him 2 show shes with him in the light and shes not going back in the dark*

Kyosuke:.*kisses with all the feeling in his heart for kari and holds her closer to him to say he loves her and she will allways have him to pull her back from the darkness whenever she falls back in the darkness he will catch her and hold her in the light*

[kari]*smiles into the kiss as hot tears roll down her cheeks and onto his shirt and kisses back with more passion and feeling in the kiss but breaks the kiss 4 air*

Kyosuke:.*smiles and catchs his breath and gentily touchs her face to wips away the tears as he looks deep in her eyes seeing the real her*.....kari I love you and you don't have to say it back to me now if you don't want too but I will keep telling you I love even if you don't.....

[kari]*smiles and hugs him as she lays on top of him*thank u...and i think i love u 2

Kyosuke:.*smiles and holds her close to him*...I'm gald to hear that...I promise you as long as you give me your heart I will love you and even if you took your heart from me I will continue to love and hold you close to my heart as long as I live....I love you kari...

[kari]*smiles and hugs him as she lays on top of him*i..i love u 2 kyosuke

Kyosuke:.*smiles and holds her closer to him*...that makes me even more happy.....now can you do me one favor can I see you smile???

[kari]*smiles 2 him and hugs him as she lays on top of him*there im smiling.

Kyosuke:.*smiles and holds her closer to him*...I allways want to make you smile just like that...you desver alot more smiles and I will give them to you....

[kari]*smiles 2 him and hugs him as she lays on top of him and feels he has a boner from her laying on him but doesnt say anything and moves next 2 him and gets back under the blankets*

Kyosuke:.*smiles*...can I hold you as we sleep kari???

[kari]*smiles*sure

Kyosuke:.*smiles and gets under the covers and pulls her gently close to him so she can rest her head on his chest and he snuggles her*...

[kari]*smiles and snuggles her face into his chest*good night

Kyosuke:.*smiles and holds her close to him and closes his eyes*...good night kari...I love you...

[kari]*smiles and snuggles her face into his chest*i love u 2*falls asleep*

Kyosuke:.*holds her close to him and falls asleep*...

[kari]*smiles and snuggles her face into his chest asleep*

Kyosuke:.*holds her close to him and asleep*...

[kari]*smiles and snuggles her face into his chest asleep*

Kyosuke:.*holds her close to him and asleep*...

[kari]*smiles and snuggles her face into his chest asleep*

Kyosuke:.*holds her close to him and asleep*...

~~fwd 2 morning~~
[kari]*wakes up feeling something poking her*

Kyosuke:.*slowly wakes up and yawns*...

[kari]*smiles*morning

Kyosuke:.*smiles*...morning beauitful..

[kari]*smiles*sleep well?

Kyosuke:.*smiles*...yes...did you??