ANIME LOVE STORY~~~RANDOM-TOMBOY...~N~...SAIYO'S....STORYS

kouga:*blushing like crazzy and goes and sits on your bed looking at everything werid*



~~~sesshomaru~~~
me:*smiles*..

[sesshomaru]*finishs*

~~me~~
[me]*gets out and gets dressed and walks back in my room blushing*ur eyes feel better??*picks up the purfume bottle and sprays in on myself*

kouga:*blushing like crazzy and goes and sits on your bed looking at everything werid*...yes hikari....

~~~sesshomaru~~~
me:*smiles*..finished lord sesshomaru????

[sesshomaru]*nods*yes

~~me~~
[me]*blushing*my moms on her way home,dad will b home in about an hour..u tired??we dont really have an extra bed..but we can share mine if u dont mind sharing a bed with me..

kouga:*blushing like crazzy and looking at everything werid*...sure I don't mind hikari....

~~~sesshomaru~~~
me:*smiles*..ok..*takes his dishs and washs it and drys it and puts it away*....my dad should be home in alittle while and don't take his look on his face the worng way he is very protective of me when it comes to guys but he will be respectful at the same time......once he knows who you are he will be fine....its not that he don't trust me its the other gender he don't trust if you know what I mean...(cause guys and sex)

[sesshomaru]*nods*

~~me~~
[me]*blushing*ok tell me wen ur ready 4 bed..im proabaly gonna crash soon

kouga:*blushing like crazzy and looking at everything werid*...ok hilari..I probly will too go to bed.....

~~~sesshomaru~~~
me:*smiles*..do you want to go back to my bedroom lord sesshomaru???

[sesshomaru]ok

~~me~~
[me]*blushing and yaws*im gonna lay on the side facing the door so i can hurry 2 get ready..u ok with that??

kouga:*blushing like crazzy and looking at everything werid*...its fine hikari......

~~~sesshomaru~~~
me:*smiles*.....ok...*walks with him towards my room and my dad walks in the front door*..HI DAD!!!!....*runs and hugs him*

dad:*smiles and hugs back not seeing sesshomaru yet*...I'm glade you r back from the fudral era.......*lets me go and sees sesshomaru and glares*...whos he etsuko?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?



me:*smiles*...umm dad you rember me telling you about lord sesshomaru well he some how was able to come through the well with me....

dad:*relexes his face and smiles*..hello lord sesshomaru my name is Yuu...its nice to see to a face to the name.....

[sesshomaru]nice 2 meet u as well

~~me~~
[me]*blushing and yaws and lays down*im going 2 sleep,u dont have yet if u dont want 2 though.wen ur ready 2 go 2 sleep just move that switch on the wall my bed down and the lights will go out*gets under the covers*

kouga:*blushing like crazzy and looking at everything werid*...umm ok hikari

(do you want him to take a bath and he comes out with nno shirt on in your room and you wake up to see him shirtless????...you know that one sexy one I sent you in the masseg yesterday)

~~~sesshomaru~~~
me:*smiles*.....dad me and sesshomaru are heading back to my room ok

dad:*smiles*..ok etsuko.....nice to met you again etsuko....*walks off*

me:*smiles*..ok lets head back to my room now lord sesshomaru..*walks to my room and yawns*..I'm probly going to sleep real soon is it ok if I have the outside of the bed cause I have to get ready for school in the morning???

[sesshomaru]sure

~~me~~
[me]*falls asleep and snuggles my pillow*

(yea!!^^)

kouga:*blushing like crazzy and gets up and goes in the bathroom and looks at the tub and figures out how it works and starts to take a bath*

(ok^&^)

~~~sesshomaru~~~
me:*smiles*.....do want to take a bath lord sesshomaru...Icould run the water for you sence you don't know how it works....

[sesshomaru]yes please

~~me~~
[me]*asleep and snuggles my pillow*

kouga:*takes a bath*

(in the next post I will do it)

~~~sesshomaru~~~
me:*smiles*.....ok lord sesshomaru.....follow me..*walks in the bathroom and turns on the water to the right temputer*...tell me if its to hot or to cold.....

[sesshomaru]its fine.

~~me~~
[me]*asleep and snuggles my pillow*

kouga:*finishs and puts his loun cloth back on but he don't put his shirt back on and goes back in your room shirtless*



~~~sesshomaru~~~
me:*smiles*.....ok lord sesshomaru.....this is soap and you wash your body with it and this is shampoo to wash your hair with and this is conditer it makes your hair soft.....ok I will let you take your bath..call me if you need any thing..*walks out of the bath room*

[sesshomaru]*taking a shower and gets shampoo in his eyes*AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

~~me~~
[me]*slowly wakes up wen i hear the door close and sees kouga and blushs like mad*...

kouga:*nottices your awake*..is there somthing worng hikari?????

~~~sesshomaru~~~
me:*runs to the bathroom when I hear sesshomaru screamand run in forgeting he is naked and blush and looks away*...what is worng lord sesshomaru???

[sesshomaru]*rubbing his eyes* that liquid got in my eyes*points at the shampoo*

~~me~~
[me]*blushs like mad*...no im fine kouga...

kouga:*shrugs*..ok hikari...is it ok if I sleep with my shirt off????

~~~sesshomaru~~~
me:*gets a wash rag and wets it down in the sink and walks over to sesshomaru with my eyes closed and knell down and open my eyes only looking at his face trying not to look down furter and startd to wipe his eyes*....sorry lord sesshomaru I sould have told you to be careful not to get it in your eyes....*conintues to wipe his eyes*

[sesshomaru]its fine

~~me~~
[me]*blushs like mad*yea,its ok..its warmer here then in it is in the den..

kouga:*smiles*...ok...*turns off the switch you told him about and climbs in bed and gets under the covers and lays down*.....good night hikari.....

~~~sesshomaru~~~
me:*blushing like crazzy*.....is that better lord sesshomaru.....do you need any thing else????

[sesshomaru]yea its better and no im fine

~~me~~
[me]*blushs like mad*night kouga*thinks:no i cant like him like this,if i do ill just get hurt..no he loves kagome..just get used 2 it..its not gonna happen..*..*falls asleep and snuggles him*

kouga:*shocked your cuddling him and blushes and snuggles you back and closes his eyes and starts to fall asleep*



~~~sesshomaru~~~
me:*blushing like crazzy*.....ok lord sesshomaru...I will let you finish taking your bath.....*leaves the bath room and closes the door*...thinking...that was embarrassing...that’s the second time I seen him naked.....he has a nice body.....stop thinking like that etsuko.....he will never notice you in that way..He use to love your great grandmother and probably doesn’t t want to fall in love again especially one of his ex loves ancestors....*sighs sadly*



this is the song I put on...listing to it as you read


Me:*goes back to my room and sees my mother’s picture sitting on my dresser and I pick it up and look at the picture and sighs sadly and walk over to my bed and pick up my remote to my 6 disc C.D player and turn it on and play this song on low and lay on my bed looking at my picture of my mother and a few single tears roll down my face*....*picture of mother*........Thinking….mother I miss you so much even though it has been a few years and there is not a day that pass’s that I don’t think or miss you…I wish you were here…it wasn’t fare how you had to die…..you tried so hard to stay with us mother….you wanted to be able to do all the things that a mother and daughter do together….you won’t be here when I fall in love or the day when I children of my own…mother I’m still so broken since the day you slipped away….it was so hard to watch you leave the way you did…you suffered so much for three years and only held on for me and father so we wouldn’t know the pain with out you….mother you will never know how much you meant to me and everything you have done….you filled my life with happiness and now with out its so hard to think I can never say to you I love you or be able to embrace you…I wish you hadn’t have to go that day…..no matter how strong I stayed when you were alive you still died and I thought if I stayed strong you would……there so many things I wish I could tell you…its hard mother…no one knows how broken I feel in inside my heart cause I keep it concealed….I watched as you took your last breath and then the doctor said you were gone….that was the first time I cried after I found out you were sick and that you were going to die…my heart was broken when I first found out that you were dieing and on the day you died my heart shattered into a million pieces….I remember I held your body in my 10 year old arm and wept my heart out in sorrow and at that moment I knew you were gone forever….that I could no longer feel you wrap your arms around me and tell me how much you love me…I asked why did that have to happen to you mother…why did you have to die the way you did….*tears pour down my face*…..thinking…I remember you were trying to say you were sorry you were leaving cause you knew you were going to die…it was so hard at that moment the tears wanted to fall when you were trying to say good bye but I didn’t want you to worry about me when you died….father had to peal me away from your body cause I was refusing to believe your finally gone…….*put my hands to my face and tears stream down my face into my hands*….thinking…mother forgive me….I should have been able to help you but everyone told me there was nothing I could do cause you were dieing of heart failure and your kidneys were shutting down…..why couldn’t I save you and why wasn’t I able to heal you mother???…I held on in hope you would get better and you would live but you didn’t and you died and hope was broken for me….I love you mother and I will never forget you ever…..I'm sorry...please forgive me.....

[sesshomaru]*gets dressed and walks out 2 see u cring and pulls u into a strong embrace and holds u*wuts wrong etsuko??wut happened,y r u cring??
*hugging u like this*


~~me~~
[me]*asleep and snuggles him*

kouga:*shocked your cuddling him and blushes and snuggles you back and closes his eyes and starts to fall asleep*



~~~sesshomaru~~~
me:*shocked sesshomaru is holding me as a few more tears fall*.....its noting lord sesshomaru...I'm sorry I worry ed you......



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[sesshomaru]*pulls u into a strong embrace and holds u*ur lying 2 me.wut is wrong?

~~me~~
[me]*asleep and snuggles my face into his well toned chest*

kouga:*snuggles you back in his asleep*



~~~sesshomaru~~~
me:*shocked sesshomaru is holding me as a few more tears fall*.....I just miss my mother is all lord sesshomaru....

[sesshomaru]*pulls u into a strong embrace and holds u*shes deceased??wer does she lie?

~~me~~
[me]*asleep and snuggles my face into his well toned chest*

kouga:*snuggles you back in his asleep*



~~~sesshomaru~~~
me:*shocked sesshomaru is holding me as a few more tears fall*.....yes she is deceased...she is grave yard not far from here......

[sesshomaru]*pulls u into a strong embrace and holds u*show me in the morning b4 u leave

~~me~~
[me]*asleep and snuggles my face into his well toned chest*

kouga:*snuggles you back in his asleep*



~~~sesshomaru~~~
me:*shocked sesshomaru is holding me as a few more tears fall*....ok but why lord sesshomaru.....

[sesshomaru]*pulls u into a strong embrace and holds u*ull see 2morrow

~~me~~
[me]*asleep and snuggles my face into his well toned chest*

kouga:*snuggles you back in his asleep*



~~~sesshomaru~~~
me:*shocked sesshomaru is holding me as a few more tears fall*....ok lord sesshomaru.....

[sesshomaru]*pulls u into a strong embrace and holds u*sleep

~~me~~
[me]*asleep and snuggles my face into his well toned chest*

kouga:*snuggles you back in his asleep*

~~~sesshomaru~~~
me:*shocked sesshomaru is holding and stops crying*....ok lord sesshomaru.....*lays down*...I'm sorry I worryed you......

[sesshomaru]*lays next 2 u facing the wall*its fine etsuko

~~me~~
[me]*asleep and snuggles my face into his well toned chest*

kouga:*snuggles you back in his asleep*

~~~sesshomaru~~~
me:*smiles cause sesshomaru cares and closes my eyes*...good night lord sesshomaru.....

[sesshomaru]* facing the wall with his eyes closed*good night etsuko

~~me~~
[me]*asleep and snuggles my face into his well toned chest*

kouga:*snuggles you back in his asleep*

~~~sesshomaru~~~
me:*smiles and falls asleep*

[sesshomaru]*asleep*

~~me~~
[me]*asleep and snuggles my face into his well toned chest*

kouga:*snuggles you back in his asleep*

~~~sesshomaru~~~
me:*snuggles up to him in my sleep*

[sesshomaru]*opens an eye and sees u snuggles up 2 him and holds u and goes back 2 sleep*

~~me~~
[me]*asleep and snuggles my face into his well toned chest*

kouga:*snuggles you back in his asleep*

~~~sesshomaru~~~
me:*snuggles up to him in my sleep*

~~FWD 2 MORNING!!~~

[sesshomaru]*holds u in his sleep*

~~me~~
[me]*hears the alarm go off and blushs wen i see im snuggling kouga and quickly gets outa bed and runs 2 the restroom and gets changed 4 skool*

kouga:*asleep*

~~~sesshomaru~~~
me:*wakes up to hear the alarm and blushs when I see I'm snuggled up to sesshomaru and carefully get out of bed and take and shower and change into my school clothes*

[sesshomaru]*asleep*

~~me~~
[me]*comes out and puts on perfum and getting my stuff ready 4 skool*kouga im going 2 skool in a little bit,i'd aask if u want 2 walk me there but u may not b able 2 find ur way back and might have 2 stay waitting 4 me at the skool all day if u do so u dont have 2 go

kouga:*wakes up*....I'll go with you...to make sure nothing happens to yo and eait for you to get out of school.....*gets up*

~~~sesshomaru~~~
me:*comes out of the bathroom and does my hair and puts lillie perfume on*..lord sesshomaru I'm going to be going to school shcool....I would ask if you wanted to walk with me to school but you might not find your way back to my house unless you want to go then you can wait for me at school all day....

(we can use the pictures now)

[sesshomaru]*wakes up*ill go

~~me~~
[me]*smiles*ok but i cant have u walking around like thats so here*throws him the clothes*ill help u with the socks,shoes,and shirt but on on ur own with boxers and pants